I have lost the love

October 9th, 2008 by flygirl

I have lost the love
In the bustling with activity crowd, but without place that my sight freezes, the old one lives a long life together, young billing and cooing, company in extremely lonely shade that I am elongated only with oneself by the street lamp, the one terrified and unable to carry on even for a single day gallops at all speed among the crowds.

With the tender years of the game unruly, I have ever injured fragile hearts of so many girls, bitter cry that the people loving I and me to love are all injured in my so-called individual character and responsible attitude letting the hair down. A deep one remember, have pieces of girl, in one my resolute and decisive saying and saying good-bye under love for month of beginning, the girl asks me the reason painfully, but I can not answer; I deep to remember girl that fall in love at first sight until telephone complain to me tearfully eve in wife for people soon: I still love you, but I hate that extremely sad sound of complaining tearfully of yours even more; I hold her child’s scene for me to see for mothers of people’s woman after still remembering many years, there is a word of my name in the child’s name, she tells me; After being old, I will tell our thing to him, I say you can take me and educate your son as the negative example which serves as a lesson, tell him how irresponsible man is I in young time. She smiles but in silence. At night, she gives me a flash: You are a good person. In short, four word, let I tears wet pillow towel, sleep one night.

Talk about young people and does not understand the love at all. Not that I think. We were only the love that simple needs were simple at that time, billed and cooed, amidst flowers and in the moonlight, a solemn pledge of love, thought that there was the whole world, that was so bright and pure and simple one-sided wish. Known their sour and astringent bitterness of centre and cruel helplessness that reveal by the love road which is paved with thistles and thorns! It is I that give up, or give up, give up because I love you perhaps because I feel negligible because of fearing responsibility perhaps. All if the cigarette is dissipated, each have homes, but I still pray in the heart quietly your pardon. For this reason, even this computer of mine still lets friends apply for and chat tools blindly, leave on it: Love people of me and people that I love just the same as before in I “  The deep one loves you “  ,You still good of bottom of heart. Many years ago, I injured you, lost you.

Self- to separate, I never pray for your pardon, however, you forgive me at the time of our coincidence connection when the identity is changed many years later, there is more or less memory to that time once passing by together to banter more or less, the ones that let me fell too ashamed to show one’s face were less than my animosity correctly in view of your body, I mean habits and acquired characteristics you go animosity so that year, I have what qualification go animosity those deceive I, utilize people of me ever? I learnt from then on tolerantly. Thanks, person that I once loved deeply and person of I of love, it was you that brought happiness to me in the past, now, it is understanding that you made me clear, treasure for now.

In 2008, I lose me again and is regarded as the last love by oneself. I thought I wanted to collapse, I thought I will be as decadent as before. The changes of affairs of human life, time brings great changes to the world, time of half a lifetime, half a lifetime accident, now, everything is so dull. Roll that I submit to already contract in palm of god of destiny, accept one’s fate unwilling to open eyes, think these love, only when unfolding the body once in a while, with the hoarse song behind being drunk of the friend of Third Five-Year Plan Period, sing, have one’s mind filled with, feel ashamed and regretful, sing sad helplessness to the limit, sing, reach eyes are blurred by tears. After wine wake up, very hollow, a sound of sighs!

I catch one tears and let it fall into sea, then I go around in salty astringent sea looking for lost tearing all day, carefulness and carefulness so looked for, but does not know the tear is in that corner, I chock water debarks, place soul for the large sea.

I have lost the love, look for earnestly, but already been out.

Have that lay before worrying about the sorrow of parting

October 9th, 2008 by flygirl

Have that lay before worrying about the sorrow of parting
The friend is entered after autumn to leave this city, just a few days ago.

She spreads the flash and tells me that will leave the city of more than nearly 30 years of this her life, arrive to another strange city, let me help her to make the matters which pay attention to the house. I stare at flash, know, go back anything, answer a word conveniently: OK. The ones that unloaded for one day are busy, see the flash carefully, one feels sad and rises of itself, another friend has walked from my side, I am busy with dialing the telephone and making an appointment to have a meal for her, very strange, know for many years, joke each other, but in the night, there is no laugh in the past again in not laughing always, having a chat about she, I, having our friendship, the air is a bit deep.

Next day, whether I ask that need to send off, she needn’t give to speak, it is more unwilling to leave that someone gives to me. Words this like this autumn has set in it general, have cool feeling, bottom of heart to touch me. I know she wants to carry some things and leave, I have made dash for her, after opening the door, she silent to sit in there, I have language, I feel and kinds of things of one that can’t speak form attack suddenly, I think that shouts before worrying about. Wonder who has broken the quiet air first, no one goes to mention that heaviness of departure.

I have never been at the railway station newly constructed, resume and have a look, so magnificent, the grand one stands on the large level land, it was lonely, lonely but I saw it. I like platform of train, it can obliterate, shed by everything at the moment us in twinkling of an eye, do not give us thin taking leave of. A lot of persons on the square, wait to get on the bus the place which they should go, send the expression in one’s eyes that other people do not give up off. Too much, too much, I am a bit dizzy, so many contents are packed with my eyes in eyes, I am unable to understand.

Will get on the bus, I have no a word to say, the curling up of smog makes me fuzzy. Some things are soul that can occupy you in the twinkling of an eye, can touch your nerve in the twinkling of an eye, whom train start in a flash, I understand friend go from me far soon, I tell her to push the window open, but can not take out of the mouth, she leans out the head, I have thumbed up to her, she has held the fist, unwilling to put down for a long time. The car has raised speed, the wind has lifted my clothing angle, she disappears in my visual field, I leaving tears quietly, walking quietly at platform, who accompany me buy drunk in night when I am sad? Who listens attentively to when I need to pour out?

Go out of the platform towing the heavy step, the poor and messy mood so as to be calm to smoke to sit down. In this busy and real environment, how long have not all of us contacted the friend? Even one simple greeting wait, become luxurious, we give friend the word too many pretexts and excuses, perhaps there is one day like today, we find the friend leaves us, we remember, I had this friend originally! We are due to friends, we need the friend, a cup of black tea, several sentences of truth, it has been already enough.

Not far from station, there is my friend, I have called them, for a moment, they will come over, I say the friend has left, they say: Pack up your heart apt to be sentimental. I say if you have left one day, I can never see you off. The friends all smile, then make an appointment and have supper, leave each.

Sea wind very heavy, I should this from worry the sorrow of parting leave out, into wind, go get place that it should go.

35 year old for the future way how to get to

June 10th, 2008 by flygirl

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35 year old for the future way how to get to

in the 35 year old, can we punch in in order to follow the prescribed order so still? Have when does it reach, 40 year old? 45 years old?
If we are the people in the country, no problem —-Have held a secure job, do not serve country all one’s life for being die-hard? Live a life of ease and leisure and get the pension and enjoy the medical insurance after not in order to retire? But those senior white collar working as a temporary labourer everywhere of we? What is to be done?
It was the moonlight clan in youth, acted as the room slave early, car slave, granted the loan and bought the house at 25 years old, if it is unable to refund ahead of time to never unfortunately issue a sum of ill-gotten wealth, grant loan for 25 years, must still reach 50 years old to return the loan, may have retired and still paid one’s debt.
It is still good that the ones that can be bought get up, in case catch up with ” The advanced age unemployment ” ,Housing loan go hungry, the house has been accepted by the bank, how a miserable word is terrible!
Not understanding the marriage in youthElectronic Contract Manufacturing Services, found someone to get married, two people were not both national persons, as a result, a pair of temporary labourer’s casual girl labourers must get life after facing for 45 years old together, what is to be done is it enough to take the pension to save?
The more important thing is, one is retained to you for use and arrived to retire can the company treat you as? If two people and 44 years old were reduced the staff, what work can find? If is can’t be more old? See the gate for the company on night duty? The salary is turned from 8000 into 1500, can you bear?
Two closer problems of people —-A little over 30, have to take a child, someone sees the child still finely, nobody looks, two people must worry about, or one come back home and look after children. A lot of women are so, come back home to look after children, the husband earns money. If the husband earn money ability is limited? ?
The question of discussing is how to make money that the present person gathers to like most, open a shop, the cafe –Leisurely, freedom, sudden huge profits. Clothes shop –It is pleasing to look at a pile of beautiful things, the hotel –Money comes fast.
However, everyone knows it is difficult, really think about one’s own No. for the future No. 35, how many persons can have full confidence, have a well-though-out plan?
People envy that those really would rather really deserve to be called person on undertakings, ones that are worth envying are because there is much others’ money, but others have a say to the future life, can know what’s what more or less, that sentence —-Needn’t choose, it is terrified and worried to just lack much.
Imagine not deliberatelying exaggerate facts so as to creat a sensation carefully, this monobasic existence state of ours is really different from former generation, they say retiredly, mix a house and live in all one’s life anyhow, there is pension per month at least. It is in charge of a part to fall ill in the country, how about us? —-Unstable work, house to lend that money buy, prerequisite can wipe outed to see the doctor that you have units to give you social insurance, raise a child and get to graduate from university to spend hundreds of thousands on average …………..
But we getting graceful moonlight goddess in youth —-How many flowers are earned how much, amalgamation it calculates for one day, Tin Box save, insurance, manage money matters, does not bother to think, always think that will develop according to the set orbit in life, the work does not bother to set one’s heart, the lover does not bother to worry about, until stepping into that awkward age bracket, it is all these worried problems to open eyes and close one’s eyes.
Regret, love those money spent arbitrarily, love those times falling into disuse at 35 year old. If time can flow backwards for ten years, everybody will know how diligently to be enterprising, life when rational planning is own, it’s a pity, a direction that there is time only.
I wish words can give reader add piece wake up, let us make, plan early plan early, as to the majority, the career is limited, life is satisfactory and happy, whether life has sense of safety, are all one’s own the decision at young time.
The person under the age of 30 imagines, plan one’s own life at once, —-learn, grow anything, what does do, who it will be love, that give you to be closely bound up latter half of one’s life.
Here, friend that I advised us to do the electron, if your technology is not precise, if your income is not high, if your life is unhappy, if your dream is all one’s life of electron, then take advantage of the young and diligent study now, master technology, is not eliminated like this,Tin Box For Food life quality is guaranteed. Enterprises will not raise an incompetent person.

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Love of a tree

May 29th, 2008 by flygirl

Love of a tree
A tree, young, tall and big, the branch and leaf is luxuriant, like enormous green torch, the ones that burnt are warm and lonely. mp4 players

A tree, it is unable to move, unable to talk, as the faithful son of nature, it never plans to move or betray. A tree has one’s own thoughts, it often feels happy sorrow, happiness of pain.
In the heart of the tree, is hiding a secret publicised, about the love.

How is the love of a tree? Perhaps very special, perhaps very usually, but one point can confirm whom it experience one real love at least, sincere and loyal and steadfast, never consider that is ceasing to be faithful midway. But a serious one is, what it loved is not another tree, but a girl.

What kind of one girl is these, such as well that flowed two times bright eyes, earlobe like the water droplet, small and exquisite nose, goodlooking tooth, dark to send flag wave generally, often have equally sad look of a kind of snow. Since see girls at the first sight, this intelligent tree can’t fall in love with her halting, love dogged stubborn, make it feel one sharp permanent pain often.

This is because the girl has already had a boyfriend.

The girls all reach with her boyfriend under this tree each time, the girls all come under the tree early each time, * waits for the boy’s arrival on tree gently. The tree can feel the girl’s body temperature, smell girl’s on one’s body faint perfume. The tree is so excited as to shiver because of being so close to girls, the leaf gurgles and sounds continuously ——-Certainly the girl will think it was the cause that the wind blew. Then the boy arrives, two people say some words with continuous affection, very unhappy that the tree has been heard, but it has not made noise. The tree loves girls very much, but it understands the true essence of the love, loves her, make her happy. See girl’s happy appearance, the tree has a kind of unusual happiness that fills the air in the heart too.

If is autumn, when the shade is thinner and thinner, the appointment of girl and boy changes to get to the room, tree see girls while being very much difficult. Tree often but serious disease, at midnight wake up, in watery moonlight, a burst of coughs, the yellow leaf of a digitalis has fallen.

Have passed for three years in this way.

Tree remember girl that time come, the sun shine body to reach it yet clearly, the insects are still sleeping soundly. What the girl cried for is very sad, curse boys ceaselessly. There is a kind of wonderful soul reaction between tree and girl ——The tree is known, just last night, the boy boarded the plane to foreign country, leave girl a letter, propose saying good-bye in the letter. See girl’s sad appearance, the regret very much of the tree. Originally the impression on the boy is very good on the tree, handsome general, very kind to the girl, but he betray swearing an cath of enduring fidelity in the past in this way, go, go back. The tree thinks of here, has signed gently, several drops of dewdrop are dripped and fallen down from leaf, like the tear.

The tree was not expected, the girl rowed to one’s own wrist with the sharp razor blade unexpectedly! The red blood is spattered out, such as the peach blossom falling from outer space, shocking. Tree.

The girl has been rescued over finally, leave a thin scar on the left wrist.

Later, the girl left, before leaving, the girl carved one on the tree ” Hate ” Word. Iron plate row body to enter tree, tree feel one silk metal ice-cold and saline taste of rust, blue and green juice flows out, the tree experiences the deep and eternal one pain, the tree is known, it may have no chance to see girls again. See the girl going far gradually, end to having no mark indifferently, the tree thinks that there are iron plates that have been rowed from heart, covered with the scars of cockscomb structures immediately in the heart.

Later, the tree often tells girls to the little grass, the sound of vicissitudes was full of memory to a person.

The tree has not been expected, the girl will also appear once again, in its tired out eyes. The elegance is just the same as before, a bit higher, a bit thinner too, and the tree grows more luxuriant now, countless birds sing among one, full of luckiness in song: Their wings, let the tree have aspiration hovering: The small nest, let the tree strong in the middle school of the trials and hardship. Tree wish eagerly bird come own end of the branch, the tree trembles happily because of the landing of the bird.cheap mp3 playersIn fact, on the day that the girl leaves, just because of the company of the bird, the tree is unlikely to feel particularly loneliness. Wish eagerly the bird comes, let one’s own end of the branch have song every tree, even if that sharp and hard beak will peck and ache one’s own heart.

The girl stroked trees on one’s body ” Hate ” The word, and then see the thin purple scar on the wrist, the ones that smiled are a bit miserable and bleak. Scar has already healed, but difficult to wear away, proving that section of really penetrating love.

Girl can in have evening in moonlight often, rest the head on the trunk, is singing the pleasant love song in a low voice. Song is sad, the watery sorrow soaks the heart of the tree, make it dedicated and difficult to sleep. A lot of people getting up early will all find, are covered with the tear stains the leaf of the tree.
It is autumn. Seem extremely sad to fall on the tree which loses the leaf. Winter later, this piece extraordinarily arid cold in winter, tree feel a kind of despair unable, root and heart of it of it stock completely cold in this winter, lay hard branding on it. Snow, afford to float mood of tree. Tree think will it be spring next year, girl will certainly also can come, the faith give tree to be warm one o’clock more or less. The fact proves, this point is warm and essential, good multi-trees are all because arid and cold this winter to die, have not woken up again.
Having had in spring, a too impatient a tree flower in full bloom of tree. Before this, oneself is a tree that can bloom that the tree is not known —–Though it is intelligent, it is unable to understand from that mysterious genetic code of the parent. Glad that the tree can obviously open the flower of this tree for oneself, but it does not know, that flower beautiful is exactly that it moves towards the depleted omen ahead of time.

The girl really comes under the tree again, but the one that came with her is a very fierce man. Set up and does not like him at all. This man’s hair is in a mess, the one that smoked is very fierce, speak the coarse language. In tree’s view, all these are shortcomings that can’t be tolerated. What furthermore made the tree angry is, this man’s rule very in front of the girl, a pair of hateful dirty hand federations touch to girl’s sensitive position consciously or unconsciously, make girl poverty-stricken very much. But the man very sociable, one tree listen to beautiful lie (some lie also beauty at all) ,The girl is very happy when hearing, intoxicated in the happiness of this nihility.

At one night, the drunken man kisses girls rudely, tear the girl’s clothes. The girl is frightened terribly, exert oneself to push the man away. The man is angry, scold a girl hypocritically, say he has heard for a long time the girl and a small white face are well, it is not any good thing early, put the fair maiden in front of him yet. The girl is so angry as to shiver, has made a slap on the face of man ruthlessly, the man has been made crazy, make and return a slap on the face to girls, then stalk off.

Several days, the girl has not appeared, the tree is very anxious.

The girl has stood under the tree for a long time, very patient appearance, does not move at all. The man has come, the girl asks whether he is from loving her wholeheartedly, man says very shamelessly, the woman who he has played has a dozen, how can like girl such a rotten goods. The tree is very angry, shiver all over, the flower has fallen in a place, then the tree sees a blood flame more magnificent yet than the flower, have flown out from the man’s brisket ——The girl injects the sharp dagger his chest. Oneself has been in the heart so low and low as to let that hear the tree.

Corner of the mouth of girl appear one wipe cruel smile, tree see heart a burst of is chilly, then it hears the sound that one’s own heart is broken.

The next day, people find tree flower complete the tomb one night in surprise.

In spring of second year, people find trees without waking up, have not woken up either another tree. The tree is never known, another tree is loving it deeply too, is keeping an eternal hopeless love.
A carpenter cuts down it with the sharp axe, wants to make a set of nobly furniture with it, find tree heart eat insect hollow already, carpenter has to whether own daughter make a small bed with it. The carpenter does not know, his daughter is very like the girl.

The hopeless love of a tree makes people dispirited

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